unexpectable

Yesterday night, I was out with my friends. He just got a holiday from his military school and he wanted to see us so badly so I went of course. Cause he did help us alot during his time in college with us and he is one of my best friends in school. Like usual, we went into hof for some drinks and chit-chat. Then like usual (again), the topic that attract everybody most was out in the air; couple and love. Then, we talked about one of our friends that is, also a very good friend of mine in school. He was the very first korean guy that I got really closed to and liked (as in friend), also a helpful guy. Well, the whole class I guess, or maybe only the malaysians and some of his 'family' (korean people called their 'gang' as 'family') knew about he and the other girl's relationship, as in know-but-not-so-clear-but-kinda-knew kinda feeling. Cause noone actually know completely whether they are actually already a couple or just friends or I-dunno-what's-going-on. It really is complicated, I tell you. So, what I heard from my friends yesterday really gave me a big shock!

I mean last time, he really is a good guy. I mean, who knows. *gosh* Maybe I just see him the way I wanted to that's why I didn't realised it.

From what I knew, the fella liked the girl, and of course, voo'ing a girl is not easy. She did get alot of gifts from the guy. But the girl couldn't accept the relationship cause of some reasons of course. And yet, the girl kept on sticking to him like a glue and from what I felt, the fella is really depressed. Cause you can imagine I guess. A guy liking this girl but she rejected, yet she still stick to this guy like somewhat... *gosh* I don't know how put my words into sentence anymore. You can imagine right, how the guy would have felt? So, I really felt petty for the fella. The fella also told me that, maybe he's the only one liking her but she doesn't like him. And seeing him so depressed, I almost asked him to forget about the girl. But from what I heard last night, it's the other way round!

He told one of his 'family', who's kinda my 'family' too, that he doesn't really like the girl but the girl always stick to him and that he doesn't know what to do. But later, he heard from his roomate that his roomate saw the fella put his hand around the girl's shoulder in the bus, cause during his way going back home, they happened to get into the same bus. But that 'family' member of mine, choose to believe the fella rather than his roomate. And, the fella also told him that right after the holiday started, he'll live a life without contact. 연락끊고 살려고. He said this to all my classmates. And to his 'family', he said that if he doesn't receive any calls or if anyone couldn't contact him, that means that he's away, to his 'kampong'. But, that 'family' member of mine also told us that, he went to the fella's sis n bro's cyworld (friendster kinda stuffs) to have a look and it looks like he went to the girl's home for a holiday. (which in reality I do know that the fella DID went to the girl's home for a holiday) But, I couldn't opened my mouth. It might cause their friendship to shattered. Cause the 'family' member of mine choose to believe the fella rather than what he saw in the cyworld of the fella's sis n bro.

And the main point I wanted to point out here is this. What's with a guy to go to such extreme that he lied to his best friends and us and about he liking the girl? Liking the girl isn't a sin right? Why must he lied that it's the girl that liked him and always sticking to him, when he first liked the girl and bought so much stuffs and voo'ed the girl? Telling this to his best friend but told me a different thing to me the next moment? Why must he lied to his best friend that he went to his 'kampong' instead of telling the truth that he went for a holiday with the girl (and asking him to keep it as a secret if he's really depressed to make their relationship look like somewhat a top-secret) ? And why must they keep their relationship like some top-secret when the whole world already knew and still denying it? And yet, his friends choose to believe in him. (about him going back to his 'kampong' that is) What a good friends he had. And yet he treated them this way.

I'm so disappointed with all his doings. I mean all this while I though that he's a good guy and all, like what I've already said at the very beginning of this post. But he's much more worst then shit. Even shit deserve a better place then he does. Excuse me for the-tiny-bit of extreme words I used. ok. I shall end here.

p/s : For those (people related to this story of truth) who have read this, and wanted to sue me and hate me for what I've written, I wanted to tell something. It's my blog and I have the freedom to voice out what I felt. I'm a human, and I live like a human, with feelings that is!

the crazy ppl~ InChang ask me to do the hand thingy cz he say it looks cool (cz dey say I'm a guy, shouldn't be doing the peace thingy. It doesn't suits me it seems ㅡ.ㅡ;;)

in japanese-restaurant-like-karaoke ^^*

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